One...I get terrible flight anxiety when I fly without the kids and it has already started. All I can think about is my plane crashing and never seeing my beautiful babies again...AND that's just the beginning. Then I start thinking about what their life would be like without their mom and dad...how it would affect them. It just gets really depressing from there and I have a hard time snapping out of it until the plane lands.
Two...After having that wonderful party over the weekend I feel like my birthday has already passed. I have celebrated with most of my friends AND the kids...I'm just kind of over it :(. That reminds me...I think I forgot to mention what Marc and the kids got me...a week on the Disney Cruise. We will be going around this time next year. I AM SO excited about that. Aspen is going to LOVE it. We took the boys once before we got pregnant with Aspen and I still think it was our best family trip before we became a family of five. Well the RV trip to Mount Rushmore was pretty awesome too.
Three...Although I had a wonderful birthday celebration I know I am still only 29 ;). Birthday parties are great when you are NOT getting older ha ha. Reality comes with tomorrows celebration.
I just need to keep reminding myself of a few things while this violin music is playing in my head. One, the flight anxiety will go away the minute the plane lands. Two, I haven't seen my aunt or girlfriend in a year and I KNOW how fun they are. Three, who wouldn't love a week long birthday celebration? I need to start being positive right NOW. I need to start thinking, "What a WONDERFUL start to my 30's!"
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